Broken Jaw.

Where ... at the bestys house.
What ... my broken jaw
Who ... the still fabulous ... Ms. E

It is 2 days until my Birthday and I have ... wait for it ... drum roll ... a broken jaw.
2 mandible breaks in my jaw.
Needless to say being hard headed I checked myself out of the hospital. They will NOT be wiring this divas jaw. Some things can just mend on their own.

Not really too much to say ... I have to rid myself of negativity right now ... there is a black cloud over my house.

x E x

In The Heights.

Where ... in the heights (J.C)
Who ... me n kodi me'chele
What ... sipping champagne and ignoring chores.

Currently wearing ... Juicy Couture and some Nike Shox and a coat that makes me look like I should be slingin' on the corner lol. Anyhow ... things are ok. I had to vent yesterday and you all know this is my little soapbox to vent off seeing as I don't like putting my business around too hard in my personal life - there are just some things you've got to put down on paper/screen so you can read back and see your progress forward.

Things are going OK. I'm stressed but not trying to let anyone see that - hell, I am TORN over the fact my father is in the hospital and it means I'm having hair trigger reactions to people acting the fool or coming at me the wrong way. But life is good. Despite obstacles and issues being thrown in my way and so many by the minute changes. I'd love a regular schedule, but would hate to do half the things that require one lol. Pass ... I like things just how they are.

(Listening to a Mary J Blige n Jay Z mix ... eating chicken ... sipping)

Guess I'm re-evaluating what I want from life - I'm about to be 24. But I feel like I've experienced more than some 50 year olds.

Love you all . ;)

Expensive by name ... Priceless by nature.

WTF.WTF.WTF.

PLEASE DON'T EVER COME TO ME COMPLAINING ABOUT THE ALMIGHTY DOLLAR WHEN YOU'VE JUST FINISHED TELLING ME ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE SPENT ON ANOTHER BITCH ... OK SO YOU GOT TRICKED ... CONGRATS. MOVE ON. SHUT UP AND MAKE YOUR MONEY, AFTER ALMOST 4 YEARS IN THIS COUNTRY, YOU DON'T HEAR ME COMPLAIN ABOUT THE STATE OF THE DOLLAR ... OR THE STATE OF MY DOLLAR. GET WITH A BUDGET. I'M READY TO KNOCK SOMEONE OUT. SERIOUSLY. I'M A 100% GENUINE CASHMERE BITCH. DON'T LET CLASS FOOL YOU, I SHAKE IT OFF REAL QUICK.

PEACE.

Urgh.

Who ... the household diva ... in her cashmere sweatpants and white wifebeater.
Where ... in my living room.
What ... my back hurts and my chihuahua has turned into Cujo.

OK ... so, where do I even start. My neighbors upstairs now have two bright white shitzus. Loud n Yappy and making my teacup chihuahua Chico run RIOT at the thought that there's pussy upstairs and HE cannot get to it. He has turned into a mini-Cujo. Snarling, growling, and terrorizing everything and everyone.

I'm in the middle of a late-night apartment OVERHAUL. Yes, it is ALL being done over n up.

Just ordered a late night meal ... cheese+steak+onion calzone ... with a soda (shhh don't tell anyone!) and a piece of chocolate cake. Watching Sex and the City. Waiting to go and get my laundry out of the washer and into the dryer. Arrrgggh.

Have decided I don't like the shape of Basement Boy's head. It's all wrong. Perhaps that is why me and him clash on so many things. It's all about his HEAD SHAPE.

So anyhow ... my back ... HURTS. I've been spoiled with nightly massages. But tonight, I'm going to have to make do with mandarin bath salts, candles and some wine. It's just not going to compare. But nevermind.

Oh so excited about my B.F.F.'s current tv project ... HEART ... she's filming tomorrow night, so I am secretly excited for her. And keeping my fingers crossed that everything goes well.

[currently eating what America calls a Calzone ... it's STRANGE .. but least I tried it]

Sleepy now.
Goodnight

"I thought I told you that we won't stop. I thought I told you that we won't stop"

My Addiction

It's a damn problem ... soda is ADDICTIVE. I am currently going cold turkey and back onto purely water. HELP. lol.

My B.F.F

Where ... my home ... listening to Tweet and others.
What ... My best friend ... ;)
Who ... Me n Kodi

Sometimes, you forget to express your gratitude and love for someone in person because you are both all wrapped up in "now" ... what is happening that moment. But certain days and events make me reflect on who I have in my life. Kodi has been one of the most positive people to have ever stepped into my life and I love her. When she is moody, happy, down, up ... I love her. That is my partner in crime, my sidekick, my girl ... everything. The positivity she brings is amazing, even when things are tough, and the times we share together are ALWAYS the best. From lunches, to nights home watching Golden Girls and What's Happening ... to crazy nights out at NY clubs and bars and falling asleep on the subway and ending up in some random boro lol. Hell even when we are dealing with drama we staying laughing and unfazed. (Mars 2112 was the perfect example lol see the pic above ... that was a weird night at the weirdest club ever.)

We scream at each other, then go right back to being the best of friends and THAT'S what it is about.

So ... thanks babe for keeping me going ... :) I am here to stay. lol

x Ms. E ... the one and only ... ask about me x