Sometimes ...

So, usually I'm full of what I'm wearing ... what's going on etc, where I've been going ... hell today I'm a little blank. Yesterday my girl was admitted to hospital ... I was out for most of the day trying to keep my mind off things because if I sat around the house and thought about it all, well I would have gone stir crazy - you know - that feeling when you try to think of other things but your mind just won't let things rest.

So last night, I came home around 6 - had to take the puppies out etc, had to at some point come home and face the fact that she wasn't there. My apartment has NEVER felt so empty ... I basically bullshitted my night away burying myself in work that had to be done, catching up on emails.

When it came to going to sleep (and you all know how much I love my rest) I just lay there with my eyes wide open ... watched movies ... Black Snake Moan, Step Up, ETC ... watched cartoons ... Family Guy, hell even watched a documentary on a high security prison. STILL NO SLEEP. Curled up on the L shape sofa I love so much and looked out of the window - the city looks so peaceful at night, and I love it.

So I've come to realize that you should never take ANYONE for granted - that's probably the worst thing you could do, appreciate every time spent with them and make the things you do and say count.

x Ms. E

TuEsDay ... Business time.

Ignore the pic of me above ... where I'm lookin like a Liza Minelli look-a-like lol.
So it's Tuesday, and all the thoughts in my mind about about BUSINESS. The studio mess is over and done with and we found out just how unprofessional and clueless some people can be. But with that over with .... on with the week.

Wish me luck ...

So ... Happy Memorial Day. The weather is bEauTiful outside. So I'm thankful for the long weekend, purely because it's one of those opportunities to organize both my apartment and my mind. Tonight I fully intend to overhaul my bedroom and walk-in-closet.

Next week I have mixed feelings about -
Firstly today we received a call from the studio demanding a conference call tonight after 7pm ... with NO mention of the very final and to the point email that was sent by me yesterday. They have this convenient habit of just ignoring things they don't wish to hear. So I cross my fingers and hope this doesn't develop into something ridiculous.

Secondly ... I am determined to find the time to catch up with a close friend. No matter what.

And lastly ... there just seems to be going on this coming week, which will mean last minute salon appointments, "I have NOTHING to wear" moments and tired feet from dancing so hard.

So please, enjoy your weekends and wish me luck!

Business etc.

I can only tolerate so much for so long ... and when you're dealing with people who simply don't even think it's an issue to spring "costs" on you last minute and are more than SLoW to come up with an adequate contract then ... you know things weren't right from the RIP. So to avoid unnecessary stresses ... you have to bounce and count your blessings that you didn't have to deal with the un-professionals too long. You can be the most BRilLiant and CrEAtive person but that does NOT mean you have the sense to run a studio.

Did a little home-shopping today ... you know ... candles etc.

Getting ready to escape to the Mercer for a night ... and focusing on a photo shoot.

At home on the sofa

tired at home ...

News ... Updates ... Ya Kno

So ... I deleted my old blog, n this is the new one. So much is going on. The radio show is airing live Mon - Fri (ChECk ThE FlYer). Hell ... go check out the myspace you can watch live from there www.myspace.com/soulmuchrhythmandhiphop


Will be featuring me back in LonDOn!

Summer is finally there ... so you can find me ... by the pool ;)



I've been spending a lot of time in AtLanTIC CiTY ... ya know I'm a degenerate gambler ... you can find me at the craps table ;) ... or at bobby flay's eating the deliCiOus crawfish steak and coconut creme brulee. You HAVE to try it! The Borgata is for sure my spot ...

The Show ...

I've got to plug the show as my first post on the "NeW and ImPRoved" Ms. E blog.
So here it is ...
Soul Much Rhythm and Hip Hop
Mon - Fri 1pm - 3pm
Tune in direct from the MySpAce
www.myspace.com/soulmuchrhythmandhiphop